I am reminded of one of the most
beautiful stories that I have come across in my life. A king in Japan sends his
son to a mystic, to a master, to learn awareness. The king was old. And he said
to the son, “Put your total energy into it because unless you are aware, you
are not going to succeed me. I will not give this kingdom to a man who is
asleep and unconscious. It is not a question of father and son. My father has
given it to me only when I attained awareness. I was not the right person,
because I was not his eldest son, I was his youngest son. But my other two
brothers, who were older than me, could not attain.
“The same is going to happen to you.
And the problem is even more complicated because I have only one son: if you do
not attain to awareness, the kingdom is going into somebody else’s hands. You
will be a beggar on the streets. So it is a question of life and death for you.
Go to this man; he has been my master. Now he is very old, but I know that if
anybody can teach you, he is the man. Tell him, `My father is sick, old, can
die any day. Time is short, and I have to become fully aware before he dies;
otherwise I lose the kingdom.’”
A very symbolic story too: If you
are not aware, you lose the kingdom.
The king’s son went to the old
master in the mountains. He said to the master, “I have been sent by your
disciple, the king.”
The master was very old, older than
his father. He said, “I remember that man. He was really an authentic seeker. I
hope you will prove to be of the same quality, of the same genius, of the same
totality, of the same intensity.”
The young prince said, “I will do
everything.”
The master said, “Then start
cleaning in the commune. And remember one thing — that I will be hitting you at
any time. You may be cleaning the floor and I may come from the back and hit
you with my stick, so be alert.”
He said, “But I have come to learn
about awareness….”
The master said, “This is how you
will learn.”
One year passed. In the beginning he
was getting so many hits every day, but slowly slowly he started becoming
aware. Even the footsteps of the old man… he might be doing anything —
howsoever absorbed in the work, he would become immediately aware that the
master was around. The prince would be ready. After one year the master hit him
from the back while he was deeply involved in talking with another inmate of
the ashram. But the prince continued to talk, and still he caught hold of the
stick before the stick could reach his body.
The master said, “That’s right. Now
this is the end of the first lesson. The second lesson begins tonight.”
The prince said, “I used to think
that this was all. This is only the first lesson? How many lessons are there?”
The old man said, “It depends on
you. The second lesson is that now I will be hitting you while you are asleep,
and you have to be alert in your sleep.”
He said, “My God. How can one be
alert in sleep?”
The old man said, “Don’t be worried.
Thousands of my disciples have passed through the test. Your father has passed
through the test. It is not impossible. It is difficult, but it is a
challenge.”
And from that night he was getting
hit six times, eight times, twelve times in the night. Sleep was difficult.
But
within six months he started feeling inside himself a certain awareness. And
one day when the master was just going to hit him, with closed eyes he said —
“Don’t bother. You are too old. It hurts me; you are taking so much trouble. I
am young, I can survive these hits.”
The master said, “You are blessed.
You have passed the second lesson. But up to now I have been hitting with my
wooden staff. The third lesson is that now I will start hitting, from tomorrow
morning, with a real sword. Be alert! Just a moment of unconsciousness and you
are finished.”
Early in the morning the master used
to sit in the garden, just listening to the birds singing… the flowers opening,
the sun rising. The prince thought, “Now it is becoming dangerous! A wooden
stick was hard, difficult, but it was not going to kill me. A real sword….” He
was a swordsman but he was not given any chance to protect himself; only
awareness was going to be his protection.
An idea came to his mind: “This old
man is really dangerous.
Before he starts his third lesson, I would like to
check whether he himself can pass the third test or not. If he is putting my
life at risk, I cannot allow him to do it without checking whether he is worthy
of it or not.” And these were only thoughts that he was thinking lying down in
his bed; it was a cold morning.
And the master said, “Come out of
your blanket, you idiot! Do you want to hit your own master with a sword? Feel
ashamed! I can hear the footsteps of your thoughts… drop the idea.” He had
heard. Nothing was said to him, nothing was done to him.
Thoughts are also things. Thoughts
also, while moving, make sounds, and those who are fully alert can read your
thoughts. Even before you have become aware of them, they can become aware of
them.
The prince was really ashamed. He
fell at the feet of the master and he said, “Just forgive me. I am really
stupid.”
But because it was a question of a
sword, a real sword, he became aware of everything around him, even his own
breathing, his heartbeat. Just a small breeze passing through the leaves, a
dead leaf moving in the wind, and he was aware. And the master tried a few
times but found him always ready. He could not hit him with the sword because
he could not find him unconscious, unalert. He was just alertness. It was a
question of death — you cannot afford to be anything but alert.
In three days’ time the master could
not find a single moment, a single loophole. And after the third day he called
him and told him, “Now you can go and tell your father — and this is the letter
from me — that the kingdom is yours.”
Awareness is a process of being more
and more awake.
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